It may be only August, but with the weather getting cool and everyone going back to school, it's fall to me. This makes be quite nervous, in a way I don't remember being before. I guess it's been a pretty decent summer, even if nothing too extraordinary has happened. I've made many new friends, which has been great. I'm dreading winter though. I really don't like the cold, and I'm afraid that I'm just going to be trapped inside alone by myself. I'm not real happy with where my life is at (what's new, right?), and I feel like the fall/winter aren't going to help me out at all. So, I guess maybe I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. I hope things go better than expected, but really I expect to be here in the same place with nothing having changed when next spring rolls around. And spring doesn't come for another seven to eight months! 8 (